I love every Tumblr that I follow, they give me so much inspiration, entertainment, information, and distraction. Sadly the inspirations lead to the distractions, so it’s a sad little cycle. But I’m working through this.

Anyways, I have an index card here with what my next post was supposed to be about (a week ago). On it I have:

• Easter Eggs/In Jokes
• Disney
• Project
• Bulletin/Idea Board
• Self Motivation/Inspiration
• Being busy and Rushed
• Poetry
• Relaxation and sleep (caffeine is bad)
• The future
• and Writing

In short, Pixar is awesome with everything they sneak into their movies. Disney is awesome in general and I want to work there. My project is coming along but I’m so far away and really getting stressed. To help, I tore down a poster I had covering my bulletin board and now it’s covered in sketches and ideas on scraps of paper. This is part of my self motivation and inspiration, which is what stops that sad little cycle. Outside of my project I still have my other classes and work to do, like my poetry class, which I like but I’m falling behind on. Why? Because I can’t sleep. Why? I think it’s my room. I slept great over spring break, I sleep well at home, but when I’m here I can’t sleep right. This also might be because I don’t relax right. Anyways, my project has a lot to do with the future and I’ve been thinking a lot about mine. I don’t really know what I want for it but there are a few things that I’m really working for. FInally, I’m trying to keep a hobby or two and writing is one that I’m really liking.

So, to try to fix this sleep thing I think it would help if I tried to.

Well I’m back from Tour, and inspired from one awesome (though somewhat depressing) day in Disney to stop stressing about this project, the poetry, and my future and do something about it instead.

PS - LOST is getting much better.